Attack (12/11-02)
A shadow in the dark waiting for fear
Faces all around passing by one by one
Voice inside all from my past
Pictures that comes alive and strike my mind
The panic is flowing like the river at spring
Just whant to dissapear, hide and forget
All happy memories seams to blow up
My thoughts is separating as old enemies
My lungs like lead full of concrete
I can scarcely breath as if air never been there
Where am I going
where am I
Shivering
Twisted body
All is breaking down
No it will not stop
As fear is all upon me
and memories become real
The darkness tries to reach my mind
I will fall for its lies, tharh I know for sure
Meaningless to fight
Meaningless to scream
there are no words strong enough
Violent twitches
A body without control
Laying as a foetus in the womb
Stiff and unconscious
Memories has faded with the pain
Time is passing and day have become night
Laying at the floor
Cold tears at my cheek
It is all over
but no joy is here
All is gone
taken by them
As if my life
was theirs
